Thursday, June 24, 2010

Father's Day


I am so lucky to be able to call this man the father of my children and to have him as the head of our family.


Just some of the qualities that make him extraordinary is his ability to give all the time. He is always there for me and the kids; Doing dishes, cleaning the house or just kicking the ball with the kids on the backyard. Even after a hard day of work i know i can always count on him.


I wish I could give this guy everything he wants, but one thing I know for sure I can give him is all my love.


How lucky can a woman be?, I know he is the greatest blessing in my life. I still don't know it happen and why did i get him, but I am glad that my Heavenly Father had him instore for me.


We love you Spencer! Julia, Josh and Andrew are the luckiest kids in the world because they have your for their daddy!!!!

Saturday, June 12, 2010

some thoughts!

As the time is going by and I am faced with more and more challenges it is easier for me to reflect on the blessings that i have in my life.

Recently we were told that our baby is breached. For some women this wouldn't be a big deal, just get a c-section and be all done. My Heavenly Father made me in such a way that if I do end up having a c-section it might be the last time I could feel a baby inside of me.

I am happy to think that He has blessed me enough to allow me to get pregnant with Julia and Josh and now with this baby, but the thoughts that this might be the last time i can feel a baby moving inside of me are very saddening.

I admit I don't enjoy been pregnant, I hurt and it is just very unpleasant, but something happens when you are delivering that brand new baby and you feel that all your hard work paid off.
I am going to miss been awaken by a sudden pull or kick in my belly, or by those never-ending hiccups that just happen to intensify at night.
There have just been so many good memories about this pregnancies, even through the hardship of every single one of them, the bonding with each of my babies has meant the world to me and also knowing that my husband and I have created such a perfect creature together is been one of my greatest blessing of my life.

As I cried away my fears and frustration regarding this lately news, there was a sense of peace that overcame me and I just knew that the rest of our children were going to be able to find a way to our family.
I know they are waiting, I know who they are and it is a great honor to have the Spirit testify this into my heart and ease the sorrow.

I am a happier person than what I was a couple of weeks ago. I couldn't stop complaining about my misery of been confine to a couch, but at this time I am just enjoying every second I get to keep feeling this baby inside of me, contractions and everything. I am just grateful that he is continuing to grow healthy and strong. He'll get here soon enough.

Recounting my last two months

Its been a long time since I posted anything, but I really haven't been in the mood. Hormones do make you cranky and i think I must have an extra bad case of them at this point, but can you blame me?
I was put on bed rest from the beginning of may and haven't been able to do much, but just lay sideways on my couch thinking of the millions things i should be doing instead.

That's me getting all mad as Spencer decides to take the kids out to the mall and the Toy Store to look at things while i have to lay down on that couch.
I've discovered a couple of things while I've been home alone
#1 My cat snores louder than me, indeed pets resemble their owners :)

#2 My new best friend is the Ipod I got for my birthday last year. At the time I thought it was a cool gadget and nothing else, but as days have gone by, without been able to move away from that darn couch, I am so happy to have this Ipod near by.

#3 This one is a shocker. My favorite link to browse: Ksl classifieds. Can you blame me. I found a great deal on a baby stroller and car seat. 1/3 of the retail price of a new set. We needed a new one since my hubby "accidentally" ran over ours with his car while I was in Ecuador.
I am still waiting for that perfect deal on my dream dining room set, patio set and swing set though, someday they will show up

Little A.D. is just not making it easy for me. He wants to come out and enjoy the world, even if that means means giving his mommy constant contractions, making her bleed and depriving her of her sleep at night.

Despite all of this, we can truly count our blessings. While I am on bed rest, people from the ward have been taking care of my kids. We are truly grateful with all of you who take the time to put up with our kids and even feed them dinner. I can not express our sense of gratitude towards all of you.


There are times when my pain is so exhausting that It is just a blessing to see my kids go to a friend's house, but there are other times where my heart just misses them so much and I find myself ready to start crying the moment they walk out of my door.


I really can't imagine my life without those two sillies, they make it all worth it.
The kids have been able to have some nice adventures even wothout their mommy
Grave Visiting
On Saturday my mother and father in law took the adventure of their lives and decided to drive my kids to Cache Valley. Most of Spencer's family are buried in cementaries up there, so grandma and grandpa took my two kiddos to see the graves.

I am not sure how Julia and Josh did, but this is what they told me.
"mommy grandpa took us to this long. long, long super long drive (not exaggerating) through the mountains to see great-grandpa, but when we got there he wasn't there, no one was there, we just left them flowers."

Of course I have no pictures of their adventure, but I am sure it was a pretty darn good one.

Julia's preschool graduation
On the 25Th of May Julia had her little graduation from her joy school. It was adorable and amazing to see how much she has grown and learn in this short period of time. Spencer just kept repeating "so it begins" The non-stop graduation ceremonies and parties..It's true and sure we'll see our good share of those in the years to come.


Here is a picture of my girl on her first day of school and one at her graduation
We are so proud of her, She is a smart little bug and we just can't wait to continue to see her grow and become more amazing than what she already is.
Memorial Day
On memorial day, my in-laws treated us for breakfast to the Golden Corral. My goodness food tasted so delicious that day. Especially when all you had had for breakfast for the past weeks had been cold old cereal. I was in HEAVEN with my glass of orange juice, hash browns and my veggie Omelet.
Julia loved having her little cousins there with her.
After that we spend the day at the grandparent's house waiting while Spencer went golfing with the brothers and his dad. He loves those games, even more when he wins, but i guess this time he was content with a tied-game.
Later on we had a B-B-Q. Julia and Josh were just making the best out of their time.

After grandma was done planting outside. Josh decided why not be like grandma? it looks easy enough. All you do is steal her shoes and wear them, keep that silly straw hat balanced on your head and grab that spraying thing to dig things with and ...presto, here you have him a complete impersonation


Picnic-ing on our backyard
With all this rain it's been impossible to do much outside, but just last week the kids and I were in the right mood to go out our back yard and enjoy and nice picnic.
We had hot dogs, lemonade, watermelon and of course not meal can be complete without dessert, so we had some fruit snacks.

I had a blast just laying down on the picnic blanket and watching my kids run, tackle each other and laugh. I love this sweet moments